You get me, right?

 
  You know how much I value privacy. I've remained silent for quite a long time now because I trusted you before and I've never wanted to brand you names that would hurt you again. Now, let me relay one simple message: "Spying" (as my friend describes it) on everything that I am into will NEVER make you a part of my real world.

  "I pray that your loneliness may spur you into finding someone to live for, great enough to die for." If you think this is an impossible dream, then try sleeping. It's death's brother anyway.

  P.S.
 For the sake of YOUR privacy, I chose not to elaborate on the "thing" anymore. You know who you are and what you are doing.  Make a move. You're old enough.