Lucky Zanjoe, Mi Amor.

 
   In just 3 days, I have dreamt twice about being with someone romantically, as in a marriage. The "lucky guys" were Manong Amor ( An uncle I haven't seen about 3 years now) and  Zanjoe Marudo.  I was a different person in those dreams. I was so sweet even peanut butter would consider going back to Lily's kitchen. We showed a lot of public affection, even in front of my famlly! In real life, I don't think I could be like that. That's why I used the word "lucky".

  Since then hitherto, I have been wondering what those dreams were trying to tell me. Did they even mean something? Or I just thought too much about someone older than I am ( "uncle" figure) or hotter than Piolo (that is Zanjoe, of course)?

 I am a little nearer the marrying age I set for myself (three years ago) but not one has even showed a sign of being a good husband slash father (of my future kids). "Good" for me is Papa. He is my exact opposite yet he knows how to handle me well.

 Until God has finished paving the way for the real "lucky" one, I will just have to wait and sleep. Don't wake me up.